Not going to lie, jealousy has me very messed up right now. I see these drawings and faces all over his arms and I’m sitting on the sidelines waiting to see if it’s a threat or not. I’m mostly jealous because they can connect with him a lot better than I do nowadays. To take the time to draw on someone. My dumb ass looks into every detail of the situation… flirting? Then I picture the giggles and hair flips and it breaks my heart. But fuck it. I’ll smoke till I don’t care about whatever it is again. But it’ll come back.